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Why can't i move on
i still think about it
all the good and all the bull s***
i dunno why my mind it still taunts
all these petty needs and pathetic wants
what if i could rise above this
and maybe your lips i wouldnt miss
oh that sounds like nirvanna; simple bliss.
but of course i am not in control
my emotions have no patrol
no matter what i do,
i still force myself to think about you
i do not even know what is left to think about
but of course, moving on my emotions are quick to doubt
if i knew how, i would not care anymore
i would have padlocked this stupid door
or maybe just turned away
i think even that would be okay
but instead i lock myself in this room,
to slowly melt away in self-caused doom
i crawl in the corner, alone in this place
i am a doll left inside her case
but that is all because i am too afraid
to keep going on this splotched path i have made.
i need to take a break,
rethink what i keep attempting to make
rethink what exactly is at stake.
why do i keep falling back?
is it courage that i lack?
or maybe i just like this pain
I like the thought of cryin in the rain.
and running away in the night
as if that will make anything alright.
why can't i just forget?
i know, because i haven't forgiven you yet.