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Today in Pain

October 16, 2009
By JackXD SILVER, Houston, Texas
JackXD SILVER, Houston, Texas
9 articles 15 photos 64 comments

Favorite Quote:
this may not be a quote but i really love the lyrics-Trust in me the way I trusted you I know we could have done this together If you believed in me like I believed in you My heart would be forever in your hands-all that remains-forever in your hands


Anger, pain, sadness . . .
That is all I’m feeling today
I want to punch someone but at the same time I want to cry
To have someone who I can tell all my troubles to that they wont judge or tell me that its going to be okay, because I know it isn’t, but at the same time I know that in the end it will be okay.
I just want to have someone to hug me and a shoulder to cry on.
I just want my life to not be messed up
I want I want to not like him anymore
I want my pain to end
I just want my life to not be a pain anymore
And I want people to just leave me alone and not bother me and to just let me be sad for a while to gather my thoughts and feelings because I’m tired of everything
I’m especially tired of liking people
I just want to go through the motions and continue living life like I was
Except I don’t want to get hurt anymore
I don’t want to feel pain
I don’t want to be sad anymore
I don’t want to be mad anymore
I just don’t want to feel anymore pain than I already have because the pain I have experienced now, is a pain that people feel in a life time
But I know I will
I really don’t want to cry but the tears are coming . . .


The author's comments:
This was inspired by a very horrible day I was going through, regretting thing I said got me angry, things people were doing because of what I said made me in pain, and all the regret, anger, pain, disappointment I felt got me sad and in tears, I needed help I knew, but I wanted to be alone to think things through, and when I did these words spilled out of me and made me think of what was happening-and still is- in my life. . .

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on Mar. 18 2010 at 4:43 pm
BleedingRose PLATINUM, Frederic, Wisconsin
33 articles 1 photo 378 comments

Favorite Quote:
*The darkness holds infinite possibilities.

(mine)

I also love how different people can relate to this in so many different ways! Truly amazing stuff, keep writing! ;) No prob commenting, I understand how happy it makes me feel to recieve one! :D Would you mind checking out some of my work? I do have a few poems (besides haikus), like Hidden Shadows. Thx!

-Rose

JackXD SILVER said...
on Mar. 18 2010 at 1:22 am
JackXD SILVER, Houston, Texas
9 articles 15 photos 64 comments

Favorite Quote:
this may not be a quote but i really love the lyrics-Trust in me the way I trusted you I know we could have done this together If you believed in me like I believed in you My heart would be forever in your hands-all that remains-forever in your hands

Thank you so much it makes me so happy that many people like the poems i have written it puts a smile on my face! thank you so so much!

on Feb. 9 2010 at 11:12 am
BleedingRose PLATINUM, Frederic, Wisconsin
33 articles 1 photo 378 comments

Favorite Quote:
*The darkness holds infinite possibilities.

(mine)

Wow, you have amazing poetry! I wish I could write like that but I'm better at fiction. Keep writing! :) And the fact is was inspired by something real makes it better because it's true.

JackXD SILVER said...
on Jan. 27 2010 at 3:42 pm
JackXD SILVER, Houston, Texas
9 articles 15 photos 64 comments

Favorite Quote:
this may not be a quote but i really love the lyrics-Trust in me the way I trusted you I know we could have done this together If you believed in me like I believed in you My heart would be forever in your hands-all that remains-forever in your hands

yes i have felt that way many , many times and thank you so much!

Ally25 said...
on Jan. 16 2010 at 6:45 pm
Hey! realy liked your poem and Im wondering if you felt those things...but I gess not knowing is ok. I know ..my best friend feels the same way so I can kind of relate. Anyways nice poem...lots of emotion.