I stand silently in the rain
letting it wash away all of
my pained memories of the pain
i feel every time i see your face
i try to run from your blaming eyes
but i just fall right back into place
as a disgrace, you make me into a pawn
but in reality i'm another one of those human pawn for
all of your stratedgies
if you don't get your way
you act like a little child
you hide behind work so you never
have to face the day .
fine i dont care
ill just sleep all day and
hopefully waste away while no one
cares about me
because i've had my heart ripped stomped on and even shattered
so i just want to hide a die some where
then hopefully someone will care.