The way you make my whole consciousness sit in

One single spot but often bounces from overthinking

To thinking about the steps to winning

You’re often shaped

Like a ball of fire that is as hot as the face of the sun

But becomes hard as the bedrock of the deepest soil 

To It rationing out how much it wants to be done

Never have I thought about anything like this as a adolescent 

But dang do I hate everything about this rotten essence

sometimes I often sit and think

will this ever end

The constant rush of thoughts and dwelling on stuff that isn’t important

To feeling and saying certain things very hesitantly

Often do I think about the goods that are sometimes blatantly

I learned how to be at harmonious peace within myself

Learned how to calm my thoughts and everything around me

But never have I ever thought that peace is the best thing to be.