I’m stressing,

Jumping through hoop to hoop all day

Just wishing God would let me catch a break.

All alone, wishing I had someone to call my own. 

Breathing in and out feeling like I’m choking.

I really wish I was joking but honestly I’m just broken.

Trying to mask my feelings, all I want to do is start healing.

Another child dead, another mother grieving, that’s all I’m hearing.

This world we live in is crazy,

 I’m scared to have a baby. 

Can’t wait til I’m living my best life somewhere extraordinary.

You might not expect it but I have a cold heart.

Everything from our past makes us who we are.

I can’t judge nobody, I’ve been through sh*t too.

And at the end of the day we’re all humans, boo.

I look at my little brother and see my younger self

If only I could protect him from this gruesome world. 

Not knowing what’ll happen next, just praying for the best. 

Taking it one step at a time , I lowkey feel like I’m losing my mind.

         Feven Beyene