There are so many of them

Reds, white, pinks? 

No that isn't it 

Pink, yellow, blue? 

I don't feel that way either 

Pink, purple, blue? 

Why am I so unsure? 

Black and white? 

Maybe I'm still the same

Maybe I'm overthinking this 

I don't know 

I never had these doubts before 

Why now? 

Black, grey, white, purple? 

Perhaps this? 

It would explain a lot 

The unknown feeling I've had before 

I always ran away when it emerged 

The enjoyment of a chase 

But lack of interest with the catch 

Greens, white, grey, black?

Wouldn’t I be this then?

I want to understand it 

But I don't have enough experience 

I'm too scared to explore it 

Yet too curious to leave it 

What description fits me best? 

Will I ever know my label? 

Can it all come together and make sense? 

Who am I? 

I just want to feel certain about myself again.