I was finally leaving,

I couldn’t wait for that day but I had a weird feeling,

How am I leaving this life?

How am I leaving my friends, my love, my family?

I waited for so long for that day but  I didn’t want to leave.

How am I suppose to start a different life,

And not missing this city,

The long nights I spent with my friends,

The walks with my grandpa,

The cuddles with my love.

My heart was beating fast,

I was scared, 

I couldn’t stop thinking

How am I leaving the laughs,

How am I leaving this great life for a better one?

Is there a better one?

Will I ever find a place where I belong there?

So many questions but no answer.

I just want to stay and feel this breeze for the last time,

Sitting in my house yard.

That place is so beautiful,

As special with a sunset as no other place,

with such  good views,

with people so loving, so beautiful,

with the most beautiful language in the world.

I will go far, far from here

tears flow down my face without feeling it.

My soul was in pain,

I knew I didn’t have no other chance,

I had to smile and pretend I was okay.