Days go by day by day wondering will these emotions ever go away.

Lack of hope. The life i have i just want it thrown. can i have better days?

Will it get better? Will i ever settle?

My head hurts from thinking to much.

Life isnt giving me enough.

My head is inna wrong path. how much can life give me until i cant last.

Im tired. im sad. but overall im mad, mad

At the fact that life can be hard

Leaving all these scars. not from cutts or pills but from struggling and all these bills

Why is he like this? Why does he do it? Is he depressed? to the point where he has to do meth?

My body is giving up and so is my thoughts. everyday when i sleep i dont wanna wake back up.

Im thinking to much. lifes been so hard im ready to give up.

I rather die than be sad everyday of my life.

Can anybody here my scream for help? I cant put up with anymore that i dealt.

I feel like im on my own. I wonder to myself would life be different if i just tell my mom.

Im suffocating in my own mind. Tellin myself lies that maybe this time is the time we'll be fine.

But i know its not true. because its been goin on for a year or two. I ask myself maybe i need help? do i need to see a therapist just to feel well? I say i can handle all this but honestly i cant take anymore of it.

I think im ready to go, god gives his best soldiers the toughest missions but i dont believe its for me anymore.