My thoughts cannot be brought to a complete stop

I let you play with my emotions and say whatever you wanted

I looked for another lover but all I found was another cover

I wish I could shush all of the voices in my head about my crush

But honestly the only other person on my mind is you

My head goes crazy when I hear your name and my brain gets lazy when I start to feel the pain

I can’t lift the weight no I can’t lift the weight

After our argument, I felt sad and I knew I messed up which made me get mad

That same day there was rain and I felt so plain as I left my main safehouse

You told me that you sold me and you couldn’t hold me anymore

You always attacked almost all aspects of my life by saying I need to start praying about us

The next day you painted our heart blue and the sky was grey with a lot of rain

After seeing that, my heart dropped and hell had risen

I tried to control my emotions but nobody was there to help me patrol through the storm of red

But one day, you came to me and said you wanted to tame my emotions so we can feel the same about each other

I can’t lift the weight no I can’t lift the weight

You told me that you liked me but you can’t mold your thoughts and the idea of us was cold

And I told you that you left me blue

But you said didn’t know what to do since I felt so low

So we talked about just being friends till the end

But I wanted you to not be haunted by my emotions for you

So I just agreed with you and we ended up being ghosters

I can’t lift the weight no I can’t lift the weight