•Im getting detached from the world and I don’t know if that’s a good thing or not cuz I really can’t tell I don’t feel bad but I don’t feel good either I just feel “ok” but I Guess whatever I feel now a days is always just “ok” .
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.it’s like I’m stuck somewhere and I was screaming and crying for help but no one even tried to hear me out and now all I do is sit on the bathroom floor and cry my heart out and just walk out like nothing even happened cuz isn’t that how it works?¿ people always say “it’ll be ok” but what if it’s meant to be like this what if it’s not meant to be “ok”?
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.It’s like they make you almost believe you’ll fail in life,you’ll never succeed and after a while you just start to believe it... all I’ve realised till now is that everyone is gonna let you down no
matter who it is they will scar your emotions,your thoughts no matter who it is. .
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.They will keep on effecting your wounds,you insecurities and all you have to do so you don’t have to answer any questions is laugh it off,but it hurts and sometimes you can’t do anything about it. .
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.People need to understand you have insecurities and feelings too but that’s exactly what they don’t understand.

Guess now I’m just emotionless I gotta be someone or something with no feelings but all I’m actually screaming from inside is that I’m not “ok” and I never was.