What exactly am I to you?

I loved my life

Because it gave me you

And I loved you

Because you were my life

But after all

I realized it wasn’t true

It was as if

you had a mask on

Talking to you made my day

But maybe not for you

You never loved me

Only I did

You left me

When I needed your help

You left me

When I was in need of a hug

You left me

When it was the hardest time of the day

I was waiting for you to come

but you never came

Every night

I had to go through my heart

Get all the broken pieces

And stick them back together

I only wanted the good memories of us

So I tried to erase all the bad memories

But it was very hard

So tried my best not to think of you

but it didn’t work

I pretended to ignore you

But I actually really missed you

Then the moment I gave up on you

You came to me

So I loved you again

Till you left me

You were like the stars

Comes for a while

Then disappears

Comes again and disappears

If only you knew

How much I think of you

How much I like you

How much I care for you

Maybe I was just waiting

for something that isn’t going to happen