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Depressed but in Love

July 5, 2018
By Anonymous

I do not understand how someone could feel this much pain

She cannot stop listening to the evil voices in her brain

She wishes they would just go away

Because they make her not want to stay.

She is such a beautiful, sweet, brave girl who wants to be seen

But this will never happen because people are so mean.

She feels like she is unloved and unwanted

It is like she is consistently taunted.

The voices have taken over her brain

And she feels so drained.

But there is this boy

Who brings and gives her joy.

The boy is so in love with her

And she feels the same, she is so sure.

He always makes the girl feel better

And always writes her beautiful love letters

But the girl is happy for a moment, but then feels depressed

And believes that he deserves the best

She thinks that she is not

He disagrees with that thought

He reassures her that she is perfect

She disagrees and says she is a messy wreck.

Months go by and they are still so in love

And they are perfect together, that they both fit like a glove.

She has been the happiest ever

But the evil voices are so clever.

Her depression hits her a lot stronger

And she could not fight much longer.

Now the girl is sitting down, writing a serious note

She makes sure to add a few of her favorite quotes

She then expresses her love for the boy

And reminds him how she has felt so much joy

But she has to say her final goodbyes

And develop her angel wings and go fly high in the sky.


The author's comments:

I feel like this is one of my best pieces. I am madly in love with my boyfriend yet still fighting the battle of depression.. I am not suicidal though, like in this poem... I just feel like this could relate to a few people though, who have been in love and their loved ones ended up committing suicide or have wanted to. None of you are alone. Stay strong and keep loving, fighting, and getting better... Because it will get better.


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