I never judged him by the number of years he’s been on this earth, for the tremendous amount of concern he’s had on an ongoing case he has desired to pursue. His age has nothing to do with his strong ambition of finding out if his step dad is really having a secret affair on his mom, with the young widow whose transcendence is prostitution, which she feels will fulfill her empty void of feeling loved again.

Judging him is like me judging myself saying I can’t succeed in this case,because I’m too old to be able to unfold the table of lies and secrets of a infidelity young married man in his mid 30’s, that's supposedly going out on business deals in Japan and Europe on weekends and vacations. forgetting that he has a eight month old baby at home who just spoke her first words yesterday, his seven year old autistic son who just learned all the key aspects of playing the violin that he has always been destined to learn since being bullied in elementary school two months ago, Not forgetting his fifteen year old son who has went through tunnels and closets of misinterpreted hitman's and hard research in order to find a confidential investigator like me.

Most of my investigating life I've dealt with lots of infidelity scandals. This has always been one of my biggest mysteries of unfolding, and easily the hardest. Listening to this boy's offer while he is extremely antagonized over the pager about the disconsolateness this man has put his mother through makes me demented, from all the huge debt shes buried in from seven unpaid mortgage payments on the house, And from dealing with many weeps and cries from her two youngest children that  never really understood the reason why their father was never around anymore like he used to be. The boy describes his stepfather as a professional business man whose most delegate profession is manipulation towards the other sex, He describes his flow of words as soothing as potato paste on a bad sunburn when it comes to telling a tale about where he’s been on the nights he's never came home. He has also informed me about the numerous texts back to back from his mother and his step father's brother that he never really understood.

I somehow feel very connected to this case, not because how drastic it is, but for this kid. His strong sense of identity that I feel only I can relate to. I've never had a client that uses so much depth and definition in describing his inner feelings about this whole infidelity scandal. Other clients seem to always keep their emotional senses sacred. After the discussion I then agree to accept to help him, Under one circumstance which is to meet his mother face to face anonymously to see for myself what I am getting myself into and to put the pieces together of solving this mystery. He then agrees, and we set a time and date for the next day before we make this finalize on the agreement. The following day As I go up to the mother after pulling up to her house passing out fake appliance advertisements I looked deeply into her eyes and received nothing but flashbacks of the same girl I met fifteen years ago, The profound look in her eyes did nothing but break my heart, She was the women I impregnated fifteen years ago in college. Once she gave me the news back then that she was pregnant I pressured her into getting a abortion, And threatened that if she didn't I would walk away and never be apart of the mess we both created accidentally. It turned out she was the mother of the boy I have been talking to all this time...