I am turning through a dark uncertainty,

I’m tittering on the border of insanity.

Misplacements of cells through my body,
Determine my ability from day to day.

Will my cries ever reach out of my mind?
Will you honestly stay by my side? 
Or be the countless others who left me all behind,
To be in darkness forever blinded from the light.
I am turning through a dark uncertainty,
I’m tittering on the border of insanity. 

I can’t break free, until the common debt is paid.
I can’t control the outcome of my mind, or vessel.
Nor be a maid to the charade that all is well.

I am turning in a dark uncertainty, 
I’m tittering on the border of insanity.
Shunned by the course of humanity,
Judgement made on my personality.
Defenses of self becoming a murdered corpse,

Leaving a warp of an echo behind of the name I carry, 

I am living only barely.