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Why I'm Insane

July 9, 2013
By WulffyBoy SILVER, Hubbard, Oregon
WulffyBoy SILVER, Hubbard, Oregon
8 articles 0 photos 65 comments

Favorite Quote:
"You suck, there's no buts, the whole music industry can lick my nuts"---- Deuce


I’m going to tell you this once, and never again.
The beginning in my mind is also the end.
No idea where on earth I should begin,
But a few bridges In my life like to f***ing mend.
Don’t walk around and act like my mother f***in’ friend!!!
I’m crazy, I’m weird, I am a f***ing freak,
I am what you say, I am what I seek.
This heart that I have, it was meant to break
Sad to say that, it was meant by fate.
But that’s what it was, and it always will be.
I’m sorry that I ruined this, but it was an accident, you see?

I’m ready to move on, but I’m stuck in the past.
I remember every touch that we shared, that we had.
Thinking about our love always makes me sad,
But I want you to realize that I love you so bad.
I can’t forget about you, I know it’s f***ing lame.
Everything is dark, and I’m going insane.
You are the reason why I can’t seem to tame,
the feelings that i have. They've stayed the heartbreaking same.
Sadness overcomes, while happiness goes away.

Don’t say things are fine.
I’ll just write another line,
God give me a sign
That it’ll end in time.
I want her to care.
Oh yeah, you aren’t there.
Never have been,
But life ain't fair.

I’m ready to move on, but I’m stuck in the past.
I remember every touch that we shared, that we had.
Thinking about our love always makes me sad,
But I want you to realize that I love you so bad.
I can’t forget about you, I know it’s f***ing lame.
Everything is dark, and I’m going insane.
You are the reason why I can’t seem to tame,
the feelings that i have. They've stayed the heartbreaking same.
Sadness overcomes, while happiness goes away.
I wish I could change, everything that happened.
If I could, I wouldn't be so sad and,
I know I screwed up but I can’t change it now.
What the hell am I doing? Can’t it go back?
Back to the way it was, way before this stack
of papers filled my life; before I started writing.

Can’t I make you see that I’m back and truly fighting?
Fighting for your love, for your acceptance as well?
Maybe that’s the reason my heart began to swell.
Don’t you understand? Can’t you see the truth?
My love is away, my only love is you.
My body is limp, my insides are burning.
You’re love is the water to quench the fires yearning.
Is there a way to change all this for the better?
There maybe more that we could do together.
Maybe more that your God wants us to weather.
Take my hand, accept the fate.
We were meant to be together every single day.
That sounds a little crazy, maybe it is.
But all I've been is lazy, so I had to say this.
I love so much, you mean everything to me.
I can be enough, if you take the chance to see.

Don’t say things are fine.
I’ll just write another line,
God give me a sign
That it’ll end in time.
I want her to care.
Oh yeah, you aren’t there.
Never have been,
But life ain't fair.

The reason why I’m insane is the reason I’m alive.
You are why I’m here, why I first arrived.
I felt the pull to you from five-hundred miles away.
I want to apologize for this being so delayed.
I’ve been in a bad place, the darkness of depression.
It covered my eyes, and started my obsession.
The pain that I feel, it’s all I have now.
That reminds me of us, and keeps away the “how?”
But now I can ask, now I can see.
All of this happened because of me.



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on Nov. 25 2013 at 8:47 am
WulffyBoy SILVER, Hubbard, Oregon
8 articles 0 photos 65 comments

Favorite Quote:
"You suck, there's no buts, the whole music industry can lick my nuts"---- Deuce

I'm glad! :P lol check out some of my others. This is one of the best though.

on Oct. 5 2013 at 7:28 am
DeathOfAStar GOLD, Kailua, Hawaii
11 articles 1 photo 70 comments

Favorite Quote:
" Emancipate yourself from mental slavery"




- Bob Marley

Broooo, i liked it c: Like omfg.

on Aug. 18 2013 at 1:01 pm
WulffyBoy SILVER, Hubbard, Oregon
8 articles 0 photos 65 comments

Favorite Quote:
"You suck, there's no buts, the whole music industry can lick my nuts"---- Deuce

ANK YOU! Lol and its okay. :)

on Aug. 18 2013 at 1:00 pm
WulffyBoy SILVER, Hubbard, Oregon
8 articles 0 photos 65 comments

Favorite Quote:
"You suck, there's no buts, the whole music industry can lick my nuts"---- Deuce

I tried google, but I can't seem to find the right one. :/ But thank you very much. :)

on Aug. 17 2013 at 10:33 pm
tori-gurl PLATINUM, Norwich, New York
32 articles 0 photos 86 comments

Favorite Quote:
smile through everything no matter how bad it gets because it could be worse and if it gets worse well then it can only get better. :)

This song was just so honest and heartfelt, and I feel like that won over a lot of people while reading this. The fact that you were able to admit the problem was you takes a lot to admit especially publically so cudos to you! You mentioned in an earlier comment not being able to find someone who can make a beat for you, I would suggest trying to find some on google or something. My friend and I had to make a rap for school once and were able to find it on either google or an ipod app so you should check there :) Anyways Good Job :)

on Aug. 17 2013 at 7:43 pm
AWriter101 SILVER, Rockton, Illinois
8 articles 0 photos 90 comments

Favorite Quote:
being single doesn't mean you are week it means that you are strong enough to wait for what you deserve! -Niall Horan

Yes I can have her look at it. Sry ive been out of town and didnt have access to the internet

on Aug. 9 2013 at 7:16 pm
WulffyBoy SILVER, Hubbard, Oregon
8 articles 0 photos 65 comments

Favorite Quote:
"You suck, there's no buts, the whole music industry can lick my nuts"---- Deuce

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE?! :O

on Aug. 2 2013 at 3:00 pm
WulffyBoy SILVER, Hubbard, Oregon
8 articles 0 photos 65 comments

Favorite Quote:
"You suck, there's no buts, the whole music industry can lick my nuts"---- Deuce

It is a rap. Haha but I dont know anyone who can make beats and my attemps were misable failiures. Hahha

on Aug. 2 2013 at 2:53 pm
WulffyBoy SILVER, Hubbard, Oregon
8 articles 0 photos 65 comments

Favorite Quote:
"You suck, there's no buts, the whole music industry can lick my nuts"---- Deuce

He makes beats? Think you can have him read this and see what he can do? PWEES??? 8)

on Aug. 2 2013 at 2:51 pm
WulffyBoy SILVER, Hubbard, Oregon
8 articles 0 photos 65 comments

Favorite Quote:
"You suck, there's no buts, the whole music industry can lick my nuts"---- Deuce

Thanks! I should spend a little more time on my songs than I did on this one tho. Haha rushed and finished in two days. 

on Aug. 2 2013 at 2:50 pm
WulffyBoy SILVER, Hubbard, Oregon
8 articles 0 photos 65 comments

Favorite Quote:
"You suck, there's no buts, the whole music industry can lick my nuts"---- Deuce

Omfg thank you. Haha

on Jul. 29 2013 at 5:28 pm
AWriter101 SILVER, Rockton, Illinois
8 articles 0 photos 90 comments

Favorite Quote:
being single doesn't mean you are week it means that you are strong enough to wait for what you deserve! -Niall Horan

One: That's why there is technology, and two: that's why there are best friends! I can't make a beat either my friend does the music while I write the lyrics! ;D See there is hope!

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on Jul. 29 2013 at 5:22 pm
Mckay ELITE, Somewhere, Virginia
146 articles 0 photos 2260 comments

Favorite Quote:
"The people who are crazy enough to think they can change the world are the ones who do."
—Apple’s “Think Different” commercial, 1997
“Crazy people are considered mad by the rest of the society only because their intelligence isn't understood.”
― Weihui Zhou

If I'm not mistaken, these lyrics are in the form of a rap? Very Eminem-esque. Who's songs are brilliant. Raw and emotional but in the form where it's not melodramatic. You should definitely continue writing song lyrics; you're good. (I've tried; but it's a miserable experience for me. I'm not patient: I'm always trying to come up with a beat first, rather than the lyrics.) Anywho, very enjoyable to read. Can't wait when it's being sung on the radio. 

on Jul. 29 2013 at 1:15 am
WulffyBoy SILVER, Hubbard, Oregon
8 articles 0 photos 65 comments

Favorite Quote:
"You suck, there's no buts, the whole music industry can lick my nuts"---- Deuce

I cant mix a beat well enough to make it work with the song!!!! D:

on Jul. 27 2013 at 6:42 pm
CasimirPulaski SILVER, Columbia, Connecticut
5 articles 0 photos 10 comments
The rythem and flow here is stellar! I enjoyed it. Honest, blunt, and lyrical at the same time. Well done

on Jul. 10 2013 at 6:19 pm
AWriter101 SILVER, Rockton, Illinois
8 articles 0 photos 90 comments

Favorite Quote:
being single doesn't mean you are week it means that you are strong enough to wait for what you deserve! -Niall Horan

Just let me know when you do record because I'll be the first to buy it! ;)

on Jul. 10 2013 at 11:56 am
WulffyBoy SILVER, Hubbard, Oregon
8 articles 0 photos 65 comments

Favorite Quote:
"You suck, there's no buts, the whole music industry can lick my nuts"---- Deuce

I told you this would be my best. It's the song I'm going to first record. It's... ya. 

on Jul. 9 2013 at 7:39 pm
AWriter101 SILVER, Rockton, Illinois
8 articles 0 photos 90 comments

Favorite Quote:
being single doesn't mean you are week it means that you are strong enough to wait for what you deserve! -Niall Horan

There are no words!!! I wish I could help more than just words to respond to a well written song of heart, a calling to long lost love!</3