I gather all my strength
And force myself to close my eyes,
I’m trying to block out
You and all your little lies.

It’s been a while in here
In my claustrophobic loneliness.
I’m a little tired now,
Maybe it’s time to just confess.

I’ve hated you always
But never wanted you to go away;
It was your presence
That made me live another day.

You are the guy who
Never answered what I asked.
You are the guy who
Hid his smile in an angry mask.

It’s not that you and I
Were ever meant to be together;
Just a pair of friends
With confused feelings for each other.

Now that you are gone
I’m stuck inside my loneliness.
I don’t care anymore
If you always had been rude.

I miss the way you looked at me
And made me want to look away.
I miss how whenever I said Hi
You turned your face and walked away.
I miss how every time I spoke,
You tried to fake annoyed sighs.
More than any other thing
I miss all your little lies.