I hate how this feels to not be in control
Of my fears, my feelings
My dreams wander off without me
I am lost in an endless labyrinth of my mind and I don’t know the way through
I can’t go forward and I can’t go back
I have nowhere to go
Save me from this feeling of not knowing what to do
I feel the pain of every day of walking on glass and through thorned woods
I can’t help but wonder how my mind made this place or how I got here
Is this even my mind or am I under someone else’s control
I feel blind and deaf and like the world is closing me off
Its beauties are just out of reach and sight on this dark stormy night
I hate this feeling
Of not knowing who I am