How to live, how to breathe
When you're not here with me
What a shame, I would say
You are the reason why I bleed

I love pain, I love death
I wanna stick with you in heaven

Everytime I close my eyes, I see the dark, I see the night
Everything's black then there happens to be a light
I wanna reach it, wanna draw into it, but I'm never gonna catch it
I'm meant to lay awake in this world of tears forever

I have to say you're aware
Of everything that's happening
I'm to blame for the war
We're not meant to be together

I love pain, I love death
I wanna stick with you in heaven

Everytime I close my eyes, I see the dark, I see the night
Everything's black then there happens to be a light
I wanna reach it, wanna draw into it, but I'm never gonna catch it
I'm meant to lay awake in this world of tears forever

I wanna see what you mean by saying "I'm the one you need"
Till our death, through the hell, I wanna check if this is real
I wanna reach it, wanna draw into it, but I'm never gonna catch it
I'm meant to lay awake in this world of tears forever