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The Villain

April 19, 2021
By Luka_Roi PLATINUM, Edmond, Oklahoma
Luka_Roi PLATINUM, Edmond, Oklahoma
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Favorite Quote:
"When we're born we cry, because we feel the pain of living for the first time."- Alice C.

"Always be yourself... Unless you can be Batman. Be Batman."- Andy Biersack

"No matter how hard you try, you can never tame a wild spirit!"- CC

"I am not a monster, I am but a man."- Ronnie Radke

"Suicide is not cowardly! I'll tell you what's cowardly... treating someone so badly that they want to take their own life!"- Ashley Purdy

"I'm an artist and I make art-arty-art-art!"- Andy Biersack

"I'm TOP 'Stressed Out' what does that mean? I'm a rap fiend with a bad lead..."- NF

"I GOT A JAR OF DIRT AND GUESS WHAT'S INSIDE IT!!!"- Johnny Depp


I wish I felt alive all the time. 

But instead, I feel more empty than alive.

I'm alone, I'm tired, I'm exhausted and drained.

I'm tired of feeling this way,

tired of fighting this sickness in my brain. 

 

My parents (are) always tryna turn out the light,

yeah, let's see how long I survive!

in the darkness, I feed on myself,

but that's okay because I'm my own demon, I am the villain. 

 

This story is mine, give me the pen,

I'll rewrite the Title and hook,

but then again,

I'll always be the antagonist. 

 

I'm a demon- a product of the devil. 

Don't wanna die, but I'm dead inside,

I'm the co-pilot missing out on my life!

Every opportunity that passes me by,

was cuz I didn't wanna fail so I didn't [- - - - - - -] try!

 

I really hate myself, 

but since when is that new? 

My only friends are the blades that I use!

(when do you get used to the feeling that it's no use?)

 

"You need help! get over yourself! 

but you won't ask cuz of your pride,

tell me, do you wanna [- - - - - -] die?!?!

Don't even try to lie, we're the same person, you and I!!!"

 

Don't act as if you know me,

cuz you're the one who infected my mind!

You always push me to the side!

You're the reason I wanna die!

 

But I am not weak,

I refuse to turn out the light,

sit in a corner and weep.

 

No way, not now, I won't back down-

Not living for this anymore,

Do you want a fight? 

Come on [- - - - - - . - - - - - -],

I'LL BRING THE WAR! 


The author's comments:

Yet another story of a battle within myself. 


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on May. 25 at 9:30 am
Luka_Roi PLATINUM, Edmond, Oklahoma
39 articles 0 photos 20 comments

Favorite Quote:
"When we're born we cry, because we feel the pain of living for the first time."- Alice C.

"Always be yourself... Unless you can be Batman. Be Batman."- Andy Biersack

"No matter how hard you try, you can never tame a wild spirit!"- CC

"I am not a monster, I am but a man."- Ronnie Radke

"Suicide is not cowardly! I'll tell you what's cowardly... treating someone so badly that they want to take their own life!"- Ashley Purdy

"I'm an artist and I make art-arty-art-art!"- Andy Biersack

"I'm TOP 'Stressed Out' what does that mean? I'm a rap fiend with a bad lead..."- NF

"I GOT A JAR OF DIRT AND GUESS WHAT'S INSIDE IT!!!"- Johnny Depp

@Lydiaq Ok, you're not wrong.... but still that is irrelevant to the story of this one lol

Lydiaq ELITE said...
on May. 24 at 3:36 pm
Lydiaq ELITE, Somonauk, Illinois
104 articles 31 photos 808 comments

Favorite Quote:
"A word is dead
When it is said
Some say.
I say
It just begins to live
That day."
--Emily Dickenson

I can tell u listen to a lot of emo music, but still...