“I hope he treats you better than I ever could”

His voice is mine.

My thoughts,

emotions,

pains,heartbreaks,experiences.

“Cause you deserve the world times two”

Heavy hearted it deepens my breath

like I can breathe fully for the first time.

No pride lost, no tears.

“I hope he’s home for you even though I had to lose you”

This sound holds my heart. Like a blanket of white fog and grace.

Grace is the word that fills me up and patches the holes of old hurt. 

I wish you the best, but when I listen I hear it as if it is to me. 

It’s okay to feel hurt, and it’s okay to keep going.

Its time to choose me. Love me. 

& treat me the way I wish you had. 

“For you to find what fills your heart even if I’m not the one you choose”