God has just been a very big part in my life. He brought me through so much. As a child I was innocent but hid from the truth for so long. I was taught that everything was “Fine”. My soul was pure, untouched yet it was scared. You always think, as a child you can be happy for all eternity and that nothing can hurt you, nothing can change your perception on how life is. I grew up with god holding my hand and showing me the truth in this world. As I got older I slowly started to stray far from God’s guiding hand. Even when i did stray I made sure to keep my lord and savior in mind and keep him close. I’ve had my enemies strike me with whips and chains but I stood up with my lord and savior each and every time with a smile on my face and had a forgiving heart. The lord always told me Love and faith will always conquer any evil that comes my way. God has always told me I wont always have good days but that doesn’t mean I shouldn’t worship being alive. Many times my enemies wished I fell into the hand of the devil but I held my lords hand and walked through the parted waters of my enemies. For years I’ve done this and each and every time I came back better, stronger, wiser and shielded by the blessed angels of God. Years I found flaws within myself. I questioned the lord many times why did he make me like this? Why don’t I look like the pretty girls I see everyday. Then it hits me- God never made a mistake. He created me the way he wanted to mold and shape me. I was never a mistake in his eyes. Without him I would’ve fell.