The pain I go through is unimaginable compared to most.
The topic of abuse.
The word alone is enough to haunt me to the core of my being.
The monsters  that did this to me i can not deal with it.
I must somehow get my voice heard.
people say they got it hard, but do they really?
The burning of my flesh all the way to my bone bubbling on the stove from the infernos of everyday life is too hard for me.
What people think is wrong when they have no idea how bad  it is to survive the abuse. To me people over use it too much and forget what it means to be abused. Mine is far worse than yours.
The torture i go through on a daily basis.
You wouldn’t understand
The pain i go through.
How can you say that you were abused when it only happened once
For that not abuse.
The fear that your life is always a game
  heads or tails you pick
You always on guard for you think the worst
Of everything.
You do not know how to control your feelings
Or even understand others.
The fact I live in an endless pit
full of things that want to  kill me.
The horrors of the abuse.