Hate is what I feel
The emotions consuming me
Envious of another's happiness
Stabbing my heart
Losing myself through stress
Anxiety looming
Poor decisions taking a toll

More anxiety making it harder
No one's aware
Everyday losing the war of attrition

People hiding the truth
Faking their smiles
Lacking outside help
Secluding themselves
Ending their relationships with those closest
No more expectations
Away from others I start to cry
The voices in my head
Seeking out quick relief
Pain is the move
Evil clouding my mind

No more resistance
No more help needed
Life is too much
Its over
Minimal eating
Minimal sleep
No reason to get out of bed

The end is coming
Death is iminent
Loved ones crying
Inside the otherworld
The sounds of sobbing and pain is over
Envy and despair is gone
It's out of my head

Because of her