Technically I am single,
But my heart belongs to somebody that I can’t call my own,
When I’m around her she makes me feel so nervous but so happy,
Happier than a camel on wednesdays,
But I messed up once big time,
And I am afraid,
Afraid that she will feel the sadness and injury I had once inflicted upon her,
So I want to try again this time I will do better,
Overtime I have learned more about her and found ways to get her to smile,
But now a days it has become hard to get her attention,
Before we used to talk like we were inseparable to the point where we were up late at night,
Eventually till someone would knock out,
And now If by lucky chance I’d get single text from her saying hello,
I try to do what I can to spend time with her,
I stay up late, do things I don’t ever see myself doing,
It can get tough and all but it is all worth it for every moment I spend with her,
I do it because she can continuously keep me laughing and smiling,
As if I was a dog whose owner has finally returned home,
Even just by being by her side fills me with delight and excitement,
I do it because I know that she works hard for herself and for others,
I do it because she can make me smile and laugh,
I do it because I enjoy every second I spend with her,
Before I was impatient, ignorant, and idiotic,
But now I have learned,
Learned that love is not a yes or no,
It is the amount of time that you wait for that answer,
For her I am willing to wait for as long as it takes to get that answer,
Her care for others that show you can rely on her,
Her long beautiful black hair that flows gracefully in the wind,
Her blazing brown eyes that captivates you with every look,
Her positive persona makes you feel like the sun it self is happy,
Her hard work to get things done makes her really admirable and trusting,
And her cute smile just makes you just want to stay by her side,
Every now and then she talks or hangs out with other guys,
Most people would call it jealousy, however I call it fear, the fear of losing her,
I just want to talk and hang out with her so much so bad,
But it’s just a selfish and foolish wish,
So I try to use my time with her wisely,
And Someday I hope that I can see us out and about, having fun, sitting together, and it’s just me and her.