It’s so hard to come back down
High on laughter and freedom
Unhappy with who I am
The nights grow unhappy
For more festivities
Deny all my mental issues
Cry in my bathroom
But when i look out of the window
There i see
A sea full of feelings

So fatal
I drown myself
In a ocean of lies
Made of a darker shade
Of blue tears that must be grey
Your perspective is the same
But mine
Mine has changed

On darks days
I walk the line
When seeking love
Does not always work out
There is a world out there
To see
I can’t put my faith on you
But I can rely on myself
And I
I will explore the world
On my own
To overcome
The sea full of feelings