I just can’t describe it.
My stomach has this endless pit.
Whenever the thought crosses my mind.

My heart beats fast.
What do I say?
What do I do?
Do I act cool?
Will I see him outside of school?
I’m just so confused.
My feelings are just like a whirlpool.
Where are the rules?
I just can’t hide the truth.
Ugh, but what’s the point if the feeling isn’t mutual?
We’ve come so far in our friendship.
I don’t want to lose what we have.
You want to make plans,
I want to tell you how I feel.
But what if you don’t feel the same?
Then what
It’d be an awkward time for the both of us.
I wouldn't be able to show my face at all.
I just don’t understand.