Admittedly acquired atypical affinities,
Boasting but brazing between basic
conceptions, constantly causing
depression, deprecating dimensions.
Eventually every
frustration forming frivolous foundations.

Gazing,
Hating,
Idealizing innately
Joyous justifications
Kicking, knifing, killing
Lackluster lowly life laughs.
Makeshift monsters manifested
now not
only
pacified, put purposely
quadrilateral, quantifiable.

Remembering red
shapes, shining sad
typical teenage times
Usually utilizing uzi’s, utopiates.
Viably vitalzing various visions
Wondering where, when, why?
Xenophobia ‘xerting
Zinging zestfully to  zeros.