I wanted to run away
I tried to clear up my vision
It was only faded
I kept hearing my mentors murmurs
It was only day

They told me I was going to be okay
Like my father
I knew I wasn’t going to make it
Head spinning
Tears dripping
Heart pounding
Where even am I

I see the red flash
Why do I keep hearing noises?
Tell me I am okay
Tell me there is clarity
Tell me I can leave

It was months after
I finally found fresh air
They never used to let me out
I finally convinced them
7 months later
My last day,
I got better
I found clarity