I hope one day you wake up and miss me.
Not just miss me where I randomly pop into your brain.
More like it makes your heart ache type of miss me.
The type of miss me where you’d do anything to have me by your side.
But I know that you never will.
Because if I don’t matter now then
Will I ever matter.
The saddest truth is that is,
That my heart hurts.
Right now.
I want you to miss me.
I want you to feel some of the same feelings I feel.
I want my phone to ring and see your name on the screen.
I want you to remember all the little moments.
I want you to want to be with me.
I want you to love.
But that’s too much to ask.
And I’m done trying to fight.
It’s like they say,
Things never turn out right.
But I guess I got my hopes up and thought they might.