“Do you want me here” “i don't understand how you can protect you mother like after all she has done to me” “i'm your father but you look at me as if i was a stranger”“ get in this one more time and watch what happens”these are the words i hear from day to day . One second he wants me to be in the problem one second he want me to be no where near him.I question myself everyday “do i want him here” “is this how a father is supposed to be” . Everyday i start thinking about new things to say, and new things to react to. “What if one day he says he's gonna kill himself””what if he ask me do i want him here with me” “what if one day he ask me for the truth”. Ever since i can remember,

it's been like this and everyday and no one knows the problems that i have to go through. Teachers ask me “ Fernando why were you late” “this is irresponsible behavior”
i want to say my reason but no . i can't. I won't.
Id be thought of differently.
Put your mask on again fernando. Throughout all of this i learned one thing
Don't  give your opinion. You’ll just be put into the ground and shoved into a casket small enough to fit a newborn baby.