I know what you are going through trust me if anyone knew, it would be you. You feel like your life is falling apart. You feel like the good days will just be memories in your heart. You feel this way because now your whole life has changed.

This is you telling you that it does get better.
This is you telling you that you get through all stormy weather.
This is you telling you not to give up.
This is the you from senior year, this is the you that is doing well, no longer going through hell.
This is the you that has no fear.
You end up finally falling in love, with a girl, that is truly sent from heaven above. So don't give up on love, and please don't fall for the girls that only act like they are in love.
I can't say too much about your new found personality and I can't say too much about the girl that makes you happy. This would ruin the surprise. But trust me, you will know when you look into her eyes. She wears no disguise, and this is no compromise.
You are a very lucky man now, and please don't take that for granted. For the tree of love, has been planted.
You will go through plenty of heartache to get here, but I need you to keep on, and persevere.
Right now, you've got all you need, soon enough, all this, you will truly see. So get through it and let it be.
Because the person you become, is all people really need to see.