You give me an out of body feeling
I thought of you when i heard the word- healing

Although you controlled me
I thought of you as the greatest thing to ever be

My head would feel in the clouds-
It couldn't function-
You were all i wanted-
But when i was alone with you i felt- haunted

3 letters-
So powerful

I looked forward to having you in me once again-
You- the greatest bargain

You helped me- at least i thought
And i fed into you-

God damn the friends that introduced us
You permanently ruined me
Going nowhere in life-
Only thing i could see

Can i have my self control back-
Trying to better myself
But now it seems all i do is slack

I'm not your slave-
All you ever made me f***ing do was misbehave

My mom knows what you did to me-
She knows the suffering i go through
Wishing-
She could set me free

Get out of my thoughts-
Leave my mind-
Give me my life back-
Stop ruining me-
LSD.