You say I’m a burden to everyone I speak to.

I hate you.
You say I’m alone making me feel like the world is against me.
I hate you.
You say my friends didn’t “forget” to reply. They did it on purpose.
I hate you.
You say “f*** sleep, you’re staying awake” when my body tells me I’m tired. And when I do fall asleep you punish me with a nightmare.
I hate you.
You say that the water isn't hot enough but my skin color and heart rate say it’s too hot.
I hate you.
You say “where are you going, you're not leaving” when I try to get out from under my sheets.
I hate you.
You say “you're not hungry" when I feel like I’m starving myself.
I hate you.
I wish I had something nicer to say about myself.