That he never took you away
That you were still here today
To see me walk down
T the Aisle in 2019
To go with me to take the cars to the dealership
I dream that you were pushing me
on the tire swing
I dream that we were talking in the kitchen
I dream that you were still here
To help grandma get through
her breast cancer a little better
Yes she did fine
But having you here
would have made a huge difference
When you left it broke my heart
into a billion pieces
I couldn’t believe it
when I walked into grandma's house on May 8
I wanted it to be a dream
and I didn't want you to leave me
I wanted you to walk me down the aisle
when I get married
I dream that you were still here
Some days are
worse than others
I dream that we were walking around home depot
I’m telling you everything that Ii want for my house
I told you that
I wanted to get a new fridge and stove
Guess what
You got me it
because everyone knows that I'm spoiled
I mostly get what i want
I know that if you were still alive
that you would be buying me a car
Yes I would have paid for it
But I know that I had you to help me out
I know that grandma and my mom will help
I wonder what life would be like
if you were still here
I know that it would be
Great
Awesome
Amazing
Life would be normal
Like it was before you died
I remember those days at the hospital
The one day
I came to see you
When you got rushed to ICU
That broke my heart
I think I cried more
before you died
then when you did die
It hurt me to see you in pain
Weak
Fighting for your life
When I would walk into the hospital room
You reached for me
You wanted a mint
I had one in my purse
That I saved just for you
I dream that he never took you away.