On the outside I have been told I look mean even rude
I have even been told people get scared to talk to me
I guess my face expression sometimes looks like I could kilI
I have a tend to look annoyed most of the time
My hair and my plugs have given some people the wrong impression
They think I break the rules and am up to no good like a little kid
People usually think I am anti-social or try to act “cool”  since I usually have my earbuds in Sometimes my style also leads people into thinking I am someone I am not

On the other hand my inside self in the complete opposite
Everytime I talk to someone new I get excited like a kid in a candy store
I might look rude but once you meet my inner self you’ll see how I am as sweet as sugar
I always have crazy and creative ideas
I sometimes get scared to say them which is why I am mostly quite
I express my create self in my hair and clothes
I am obsessed with color and art
I might like color but everytime I color I want to throw a tantrum like a drama queen
Ain’t that odd
I guess the reason I love music is because it’s an art not because I am anti-social
I love to get lost in the music’s lyric message that I can relate to
It really helps me keep my mind off my problems
Un like how my “annoyed’ face expression looks I am full of spirit like a fairy

Both my inner and outer self are so different they could be enemies
They are like oil and water
One is full of life and happiness while one is rude

The outside me is such a horrible rude person
It’s pretty sad to know people can be so judgemental on your looks
I am so glad the way people see me isn’t how I really am
I love to be the cheerful free spiritual person I am
You can say my outside self is more seen as big mess
I am glad that the people who truly know can say I have a spirit somewhat like hippey