There's happiness and there's sadness
They both got me stuck in madness
I'm not sure how to situate this

There's love and there's hate
I can only feel one in this state
I'm sure it's not fake

I'm both sad and I feel hate
And I don't know why
Life has always been nice with my fate
But all I can do is sigh

I feel the state of misery
When I should be happy
I'm always making people happy
But what about me?

Where do I fit in the light?
When the dark is putting up a fight!
Even though I am always sprightly,
Deep down I am feeling the misery

So what are my feelings?
I laugh, I cry, I'm happy, I'm mad
But I am mostly sad
And yet I'm not sure why.