Pitch black... I lay in pitch black live in pitch black
My shoulders feel heavy as if I as if I carry the world
Alone scared frightened not trying to show it
But  just wanna yell it out
Let everyone know how I feel what’s going on
but I can't tell anyone i’m trapped in a life I don’t belong in
I want to just escape this world ... thank you God for giving me many days of good health
but I just want to remember how being happy feels... lately  my heart has no happiness....
I hear them fighting every second that my song stops
It feels like an eternity....