Alone
I’m Alone
Always Alone
Nobody cares if i’m Alone
I tell them i’m Alone
But they laugh and say they are to
They don’t understand
Nobody understands this Pain
Nobody else feels this Pain
Nobody sees this Pain
I tell them i’m in Pain
But they laugh and say they are to
I say let me be Alone
Inside I say I don’t want to be Alone
Always Alone
In this Pain  Alone
Always Fearing this Pain
The Loneliness the Fear
I’m Alone in this Pain
In this Fear
Always
Always Alone

I don’t want to be Alone anymore
I’m scared of being Alone
Please please don’t leave me Alone anymore
I don’t want to Fear the Pain
The Loneliness and the Fear

They say they will stay
But when they see me
The real me
They flee
And leave me Alone in this Fear

I’m always Alone in this Fear and Pain
They always leave me
Alone in the Pain in this Fear

I opened myself once
Never again
They will never hurt me again
They will never see
The real me again ever
I locked myself up
Never showing my heart
My most vulnerable spot
Sticks and stones may break my bones
But words hurt me more
They break me down
Until I build myself up
Weaker than before
I don’t care anymore
My life means nothing
Just a string in the wind
Forgotten
Nobody misses me
Because i’m alone
The tears come
And never stop
They come at night
They threaten me at school 
To break free
I let them run
No one will care when i’m gone
I let them run
No one will care when i’m dead
I let them run
No one cares that i’m alive
Why should they
I’m just a string in the wind
Forgotten
I can’t run away
Not from this Pain
Not from life
I let them break me down
Not bothering to build myself back up
The clouds have covered sun
The last light in my life
Never to be seen again
I am thrown into darkness
I don’t care what should I
Nobody cared about me
So why should I care about myself
I look up
The sky is black just as always
There is a hole
A hole in my darkness
A hole in my Pain
A hole in my Loneliness
A hole in the Fear
Light shines through the hole
It’s bright
Two hands come through the hole
“Grab on”
“Why should I i’m alone always Alone”
“Not anymore”
The hands pulls me up
Into the light
Into a hug
“Why did you do this”
“No one should be Alone”
I let them flow
My tear soak everything
I cry out my Pain
I cry out my loneliness
I cry out the fear
I cry until
There is nothing left in me
I am empty
Nothing left inside me
I feel something inside
Filling me
“What is this”
“Love and Hope”
I am not alone anymore
Not in the darkness
My statue is rebuilt
Stronger than ever
I am Stronger
They had rebuilt me
They is my light
In this world of darkness
They is my healer
When I am broken
Every day
I am built back up Stronger
No more am I alone
I am loved
I am not a string in the wind
But a flower
Standing strong on the wind
Never blowing away
My roots deep
I am alive
I still remember
That day
The day I had hope once more
The day I realized that I am Loved
That I am Wanted
I have found laughter
I have found somewhere I belong in this world
Sometimes I am alone
But never completely alone
Not anymore
My sea of blackness
Now a sea of light
I opened my heart
Afraid
That I was going to be ripped apart once more
They showed me love and hope
Now in their blackness
I am that hand that pulls them up
Never able to repay what they did for me
Together we stand stronger
Because of each other
Being each other’s rock and light
Sometime I am still in the darkness
But they pull me out
I feel safe in their arms
Them holding me and letting me cry
Cry out the Pain
Cry out the Loneliness
Cry out the Fear
I’m not alone
Not anymore
No one is
Everyone has that special person
I am lucky to have found two
They stand up for me
And I stand up for them
We stand together
In a field side by side
Roots grown together
Inseraperable
Forever Together
Never Alone
Always loved
In this world together