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Where Dreams Meet Fears

May 16, 2016
By EGellatly BRONZE, Ravenna, Ohio
EGellatly BRONZE, Ravenna, Ohio
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Favorite Quote:
If you can't stand up stand out


Walk into the room and it hits you like a ton of bricks
The scent which such a complicated description fits
The ominous aroma of potential impending doom
The irony of the situation is that of my dreams lie within this room

As soon as I’m wheeled in I see the man in the mask and blue gown
With his similarly dressed young padawans standing around
They’re all eager to get a chance to hold the knife
The concept of which scares me but also excites me because it the goal of my life

The scent of dreading an I.V.
Hoping to get into a medical school of ivy league quality
Hoping the anesthesiologist is an I.V. wizard
The scent of the room that’s cold as a blizzard
As I go under I start to feel heavy
Forced to inhale the starchy scent of the blanket wrapped around me

I find it kind of funny how the surgeon can be do so menacing
Even though that’s what I’ve wanted to be since my earliest memory
I find it kind of funny how a single scent can be so terrifying
Yet at the same time so awe inspiring


The author's comments:

I was born with spina bifida. As a result I have multiple complex medical cinditions and have endured maore surgeries than years I have been alive. As a result of my personal experience as a patient I have developed a dream of becoming a surgeon so an operating room is a place of wonder and imagination for me but also a little scary because I've been on the patient's side of the table so amy times before. This poem articulates the unique set of emotions I have in regard to being in an operating room. 


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Yari said...
on May. 20 2016 at 11:10 pm
Great poem I can definitely relate to what was experienced a scent can take you far away. Great job