I have a secret.
Secret that you never will find.
Finding it will be hard because,
because, I will try to hide.

Hiding words from you is a burden, a
burden that is deep like Mariana Trench.
Trench is down there, so you won’t reach.
Reaching it will be hard because,
because, I want to believe so.

So that, I never would imagine you,
you realising that I talk behind your back.
Back to the beginning is what I desire.
Desiring it will be easy because we all can dream.
Dreaming it will be easy because it is an illusion.

Illusion is not reality.
Reality is when you realise that I love you, but I don’t trust you.
You will be soaked in tears.
Tears drop.
Dropping me will be hard because you love me, and I know it.
It will be hard for me to forget you, because
because you are so precious to me, and you are my everything.
Everything seems to be gone,
gone with the wind, when I fail to seal my mouth.
Mouth is a dangerous weapon that can break the strong bond of relationship.
Relationship is deep like Mariana Trench.
Trench is down there, so no one would dare to break us.
Us two used to be strong,
Stronger than storm, before I,
I opened up my mouth.

People say why you date him if you don’t love him.
I love him.
Then why do you not trust him?
Then why do you talk behind his back?

Backing our love up won’t be easy if I don’t seal my mouth.

Mouth is a dangerous weapon that can break the strong bond of relationship.

That guilt.
That sadness.
That nervousness.

What if you find out everything.
Everything will be lost then.
Then, I don’t know what I would do.
Do nothing because,
because, anything seems to be nothing.

Baby, I love you.
What can I do now.
Blocking all SNS.
Thinking before I speak out, trusting you, and last but not least,
Sealing my mouth.