The feeling when you're floating

there lifeless in the big blue sea,
drifting away with the calm waves
makes me daydream about how life
would be if he was still with me.

Looking back at pictures of him,
in his Royal Blue shirt,
brought back those midnight
memories in the rain,
at his front door.

He would tell me goodnight
and I love you,that I will
see you tomorrow, but
the truth was there would
really be no tomorrow.

So now every night the
sky is filled with the
tears that I shed
because of him. And
the long nights I
spent with him, and
it makes me wonder why
I fell in love with him.

It was so hard to
let him go, and to
see him with other
girls made me cry
even more. It has
taken me a long
time to get over him,
but who knows maybe
it will even take a
lifetime to forget
about him.

But all my emotions
for him lead to one word,
DEPRESSION!