Most girls are told,

that if a male is mean to you,

he loves you. 

How funny of me to believe,

that since you were mean to me,

you loved me.

You didn't love me,

you never loved me.

You were supposed to be the first guy to show me love,

Instead, you showed me heartbreak. 

My heart shattered,

but nobody was around to hear it.

Did it make a sound?

Let me tell you,

It did. I heard it. 

I heard it at 3 am when my ears were ringing and I was sniffling because of all the sobbing I had done.

My heart shattered,

but nobody was around to see it.

Was it even noticeable?

Let me tell you,

It was. I saw it.

I saw it at 3 am when I stared at my reflection. My mascara covered face full of tears and broken dreams.

You didn't love me.