I try to find reasons for the weird things I do
Like how I don't think before I speak, it's different,  new
Consider it a curse & a blessing
For sometimes I forget the people I'm addressing
But why think when the next thing you say can be unexpected, even to you
I know it's not a very good reason but as I've said before I like it, it's different, new
Spontaneous moments are what I live for
So I became one myself instead of turning into a bore
Every day I see things no one else sees
Like that picture in the clouds or those squirrels in the trees
I point them out in hopes it'll make someone happy
All I've ever wanted to do is make people feel well not crappy
I like my personality, it's different, new
Like the people I surround myself with & that's one reasons I have the friends I do
But then again every rose has it's thorn
& for me it's my vocal chords I'm louder than 50 million horns
The movies my friends never take me to
In fear of what I'll shout next and what I will do
In ways I'm a child still
Rarely thinking, possessing no chill
& yea sometimes I can be too honest often not knowing when to hush
But I would choose me over someone who beats around the bush
So before you judge me & think "wow what a shrew"
Don't you think you need someone like me in your life? Someone different, new ?