Your killing me slowly. Can't you see that i'm in pain? I don't want to get out of bed. I cry when no one can hear me. I don't smile anymore. I feel so sad at times i want to die. Every day is another battle i have to fight. I can't love anyone or trust people because of you. Why did you leave? why did you reject me i was just a baby when you gave me up? What did i do? Was i not good enough for you? Even when i was older you rejected me again. But i want to see you. I love you. please don't go again. I need you. Don't leave me alone. Because i don't do if i can keep fighting alone.