The hurt of one betrayal from the one you love is the start of many needles turning into a blade that never stops going deeper.
the more you open your heart only to be betrayed once again is like a world of new beginnings only to end in the bitter end.

turned into a into thorns that never stop entwining in the heart
it continues to grow. until finally your heart is filled with a vile poison that only result in hatred towards that person or thing.

it's like a river of sadness never seeing happiness
only falling into a pit of of beautiful darkness.

then you close yourself up like a stitching of wounds
that start small then end one big scar
.
on top of many other tiny ones
when you try to stitch the broken heart it heals only to get wounded again
.
and that wound that once was closed
is now open just trying to close

. that overwhelming poison
that lies in the heart of the broken one
you end up shutting yourself inside yourself
.
rapping yourself like a bandage
that closes the wound temporarily
until it's ready to take down the barrier it ones put up to put up not knowing
hoping you won't be once again betrayed.

by the one you hoped
would love you and cherish
you and take away the broken heart of glass
that once was filled with poison

. and tun it into a heart of gold filled with the purify water
that cleanses the heart
from that file poison that once was filled
with the file poison.