The voice only i can hear when the silence breaks through

The loud laughter i dont share

The pain i bear with an injured heart

The sorrow i hide with a smile

How much longer will i bear this pain in my fearful eyes

The scars keep getting deeper and the pain more unbearable

The scar mended deep inside me

One that only a true person will remove

The way it hurts me to smile at those i once loved

The karma all bringing itself back to me but not with clean hands

With bloody hands

The reflection i see in the mirror

What have i turned into?

Im not the same girl that left home with a smile and a hug from my dad

Im not that person anymore

Its a completely different mirror image i see

I have turned into a complete mess

My eyes filled with tears but all i see in them is blood

The way i used to walk with so much pride

Now i hide behind the crowd, and let the world pass me by

Im not the girl i have turned myself into!