Weaving loopholes, I'm tired

Cutting threads, I'm wired

Hallucinating images of past lives, everyone in the world

Drinking sippy cups of poison, I hurled

Sleeping in blood baths, kill

Choking on vomit, take a pill

Smoking with a blue caterpillar, in a daze

Growing crushes on the same gender, "it's a faze"

Making a house of cards, there's the joker

Keeping a straight face, keep it poker

Feeling broken bones, crack

Hiding from my abusive dad, he's coming back

Stitches and thread, a beating

I am asleep with my eyes open, the days keep on repeating