My dear do you know what loneliness is like?
It is not when you can’t bring anyone into your mind.
Or being incapable to think of somebody - anybody.

Loneliness is when you are forced to erase anybody who comes to mind
despite the reasoning.
Whether you want to vanish at the sight of that body, or your stomach coils even at the thought,
or when you feel like your heart is pinched and twisted at the very thought of being together just the way it used to be.

Loneliness is when you permanently scar a being and you can’t stop the wound from tearing blood.

And when that guilt sets a beautiful contrast with your skin,
that is the beginning of a long journey.