I am from highs and lows
From dreams and delusions
And from wanting to understand.

I am from gaining knowledge and making friends
From feeling fear and making enemies
And from learning that half is in my head.

I am from excellence and disappointment
From wanting to be what I can, but ignoring what I am
And from starting to ask "Why?"

I am from frustration and irritation
From escaping and avoiding
And from trying to find the answers.

I am from realizing and acknowledging
From worrying and wishing
And from finally starting to understand.