I feel as though I'm going in circles

All of the faces seem to blur together

Even the most important people in my life, all of the conversations

Ever since you crushed me

It seems a bit ridiculous, a tad far fetched to think that this the effect you've had on me

I know it was all infatuation; it wasn't real

I'll chalk it up to horemones

What was real was the attention

I craved it so; crave it so

I miss you, your attention

I can't tell if I honestly cared

I miss the attention

You were just there when I was sad

I miss the attention

I'm not even sure if I like you as a person

I miss the attention

My own vanity and inability to be alone made me fall for you

I miss the attention so much it hurts

Everything bluers together now

I feel like i'm going in circles